written in the stars?

fortune-telling with eloy was crazy.

i've always loved divinations. they amuse me. sometimes they're right on, sometimes they're totally off the charts.

or perhaps it's the affinity to the occult. i don't know. but i love exploring the world beyond the material.

my reading went pretty okay. a warning or two. family matters. a little career.

then love life. it was like reading a page of my life containing the relationship parts. one page. with perhaps just one paragraph. a short description of my love life. or the lack of it. haha!

'you are presently single. someone is thinking about you right now.'

and i'm thinking, great. who the hell is that? and would they at least come forward?

'beware of gossip. you may become a center of it, or become a link in the chain.'

i listen to gossip. but i don't start it.

'there is a dark haired man in your life.'

er, asians all have dark hair. big help.

'be careful of someone you will meet. he is very attractive. but he may be bad news as well.'

oh, great. just when i've met someone hot, he turns out to be bad for me. story of my life.

'there is affection directed at you.'

great. would they come out and say it already?

then eloy catches me totally off-guard with a question.

'are you sure you're gay?'

i nearly fell off my chair. what made him say that?

'your energy is very masculine, and clothed in some feminine energy. which is very opposite of most gay men. gay men usually have strong feminine energy clothed in masculine energy. are you sure you're gay?'

i'm gobsmacked. of course i am.

'well, if you do decide to switch teams, you'd make a great straight guy.'

and i silently think, is he telling me that i'm bound to end up with women?

i ask him, okay, will i find my mister right, or at least a boyfriend?

'not in the philippines. you're bound to meet him outside of the country.'

silence.

'i see you will make good outside the country. you should plan on it.'

*sigh*