Friday, July 18, 2008

truly, madly, deeply

something i affirmed yet again about myself.

i may be apathetic to some things, but to my friends i'm not.
it's scary when i care.
it's scarily intense.
and intensely scary on the flipside.

i remember how i was the last one standing defending my bff.
she and i, like most of our friends, were so much alike.
opinionated, funny, and brilliant.
or so we'd like to think.
at the time, all her friends were just leaving her in droves.
i stayed by her side.

and then it happened.
i got dropped.
i freaked.
we stopped speaking for a year.
my bff.
all over a guy.

that was years ago.
now i've learned to accept my shortcomings, and know that others have them too.
she's now engaged, and going to marry next year to her fabulous man.

amen.

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