it's only words

thank god the blog returned!

i wonder what happened.

one minute it was there - the next, gone!

i made a date on saturday night.
he seemed nice, sweet, and attractive.
we set the time at 10pm.
actually, he set the time.
i set the place.

after all, i was meeting bubz and the guys at 11.
so it seemed to work out just fine.

a quarter past 10, he messaged me that he will be 20 minutes late.
he had just come from a dinner at his boss's place and will be dropping off his colleague.
quarter to 11, he messaged that he can't make it on time.
at least i managed not to look like a fool just sitting alone.

and i think i gave up right there and then.

it wasn't the fact that he was late that bothered me.
it was that he seemed unconcerned at being not able to keep his word that did it for me.

if one has trouble keeping one's word, what does it say about the person?

can this be a symptom of how one may act in a relationship?

he caught up at the bar just as i was leaving.
i went over and said hi to him before i left.
he probably felt i wasn't too happy because i haven't heard from him after.

serkan did send a message. but i was asleep by then.
and jerome sent one too.

too bad i was asleep!