Friday, February 1, 2008

2nd log

this has been a week of songs. i guess i've been so out of touch for so long that i've lost touch of many great songs. timbaland, onerepublic, mika. i heart mika.

i wonder how my ex-colleagues are doing. i heard that the situation has gotten worse. hmm. i can only hope they improve. if i know, ms consolacion has been doing the su-faux-viser role. as usual.

i've been putting off taking my last pay from the company. is there a reason why? or am i too lazy. mactan is pretty far from where i live. but then again, that is no excuse. i should go for clearance by next week. which is chinese new year on feb 7. whee!

i'm now at that stage where i think, did i plan my career well? or am i meant for greater things? i do envy some of the people who have focused on one field and have gotten ahead. maybe this is what buboy referred to as an extension of my fear of commitment.

vday is coming up. it leads me to wonder. how does one know if one has found the right one? how does one even know if that is the love they've searched for? and if they've found that love, does that mean there is no other love greater out there?

or am i getting too skeptical about love? deep down i know that love exists. is there such a thing as monogamy anymore? specially in the gay community? or is it a question of being a top, bottom, or versatile?

love. fact or fiction?

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