Friday, March 28, 2008

a clash of colors

i was chatting with captain b through ym. for me, he was basically perfect. he is tall. dark. handsome. beautiful physique. sharp mind. intelligent. except there's something about the two of us that says we can never be. chemistry.

he's had 3 boyfriends already. the last one broke his heart when he left captain b. because they're miles apart. they lasted almost a year. a year of long distance relationship.

which brings me to some reasons why he will just remain my crush and obsession.

we have different senses of humor.
i irritate him with what i think and say.
he sometimes irritates me with what he thinks and says.

our personalities are on opposite wavelengths.

but i still like him the same.

and yes, we're just friends. so cliche. so sad. it's pathetic.

i swore i wouldn't post lyrics as much as i can... there are always exceptions to every rule.

We all lead such elaborate lives
Wild ambitions in our sights
How an affair of the heart survives
Days apart and hurried nights
Seems quite unbelievable to me

I don't want to live like that
Seems quite unbelievable to me
I don't want to love like that
I just want our time to be
Slower and gentler, wiser, free

We all live in extravagant times
Playing games we can't all win
Unintended emotional crimes
take some out take others in

Too many choices tear us apart
I don't want to live like that
Too many choices tear us apart

I don't want to love like that
I just want to keep your heart
May this confession be the start

I know you'll give me courage
to face what I must face
with all these complications
in another time and place

captain b, this is for you.

because you'll always be beyond reach.

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